The hardest days are the cold days, the bleak days when there's no sun, the days of despair when I wake up and try to hold onto dreams I can't quite remember, but can't fall back asleep. Outside, the wind makes the temperature feel like zero, but it's the promise I made myself--I force myself … Continue reading jPay Message #500
Month: March 2023
jPay Message #496
The new cubies and I are chopping it up before our unit is called to chow, bitching about the retarded line workers. We're still getting to know each other, so we go around talking about what we're in for. Junior, at this point, tries to quietly fade into the background of the conversation. The two … Continue reading jPay Message #496
jPay Message #495
It's either the best of days or the worst. Depending on how you jail, you eagerly anticipate the arrival of store day or dread it. The day marks the deadline to settle all accounts. Store day is a week long affair that comes every other week. Only two units get their store each day, so … Continue reading jPay Message #495