jPay Message #393

Back when I was doing dope, I'd always wonder if people overheard me on the phone with my dealer. "Yo im trying to get a little boy." (boy is heroin, girl is coke, btw, for all the squares). I felt like Id have to explain to anyone in earshot: "IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK, I'M … Continue reading jPay Message #393 →

jPay Message #392

I don’t have the luxury of feeling depressed--or, to be exact, act depressed. Ive seen guys get beat up for not showering. I gotta make my bed, sweep my area, keep my shit tight, or else...My breath stinks? there's 50 people in the vicinity who'll be glad to let me know. In that way, prison … Continue reading jPay Message #392 →

jPay Message #277

After 3 years, I've lived with all types of people, of all colors, shapes, and sizes. My cube now has been the most hospitable to doing time, but that's not to say its without its downsides. It's a statistical certainty that out of 8 random male adults, two of them will be douchebags. The 2 … Continue reading jPay Message #277 →

“Overdosing on Reality TV”

The newest seasons of all the best reality/ dating shows are now playing. What stands out in contrast to previous years is their depiction of life during covid. The cast is jus emerging from quarantine and must comply with a litany of restrictions and precautions, like everyone else. Moreover, they're not just traumatized by covid--we all … Continue reading “Overdosing on Reality TV” →

“Crank Tanker”

Considering how deep in the drug game I was, methwas surprisingly elusive. despite knowing tons of adderall users, doing meth was simply taboo (for good reason). even if I wanted to, there was no one I could turn to buy some. I neither knew anyone with access nor who had used it a lot. I … Continue reading “Crank Tanker” →