jPay Message #234

there's a few things I pay attention to: shoes, tattoos, what's on their bunk, what TV shows they watch, what books they read. Not in a creepy way, but when you're jammed into the same living quarters as a hundred and fifty motherfuckers you pick up on a few things. I'd guess a 100 have … Continue reading jPay Message #234 →

“Neurotransmitter Nirvana”

Swimming in post workout endorphins, I lose myself in reverie, picturing the "getting sentenced to prison" montage for the future hbo show. It'll start with my sentencing, broadcast on youtube and conducted over Zoom (a nod to the covid era); followed by a sequence detailing the difficulties of adjusting to life in the joint; finally … Continue reading “Neurotransmitter Nirvana” →

jPay Message #217

Every few weeks, the admin plays movies on the local prison channel. Theyre all newer movies, but rarely are they movies I wanted to see. They do show the blockbusters, but goddamn I'm sick of watching the Avengers. And most disappointedly any time an R rated film airs, it's edited. This Christmas, there was a … Continue reading jPay Message #217 →

jPay Message #215

Personally, I've spent much of my time locked up investigating the whole spectrum of religious beliefs. I really dig Joseph Campbell and similar works of comparative religion. I've read the Koran. Partly stemming from my obsession with ancient aliens, I'm fascinated by the occult. I share this fascination with a pretty significant portion of the … Continue reading jPay Message #215 →

jPay Message #214

I’m fortunate enough to have a strong support system in the world to hold me down, and I've an even wider circle sending me books, so I dont need to hustle to live comfortably. Not that I couldn't, but hustling in prison requires you to open lines of credit to accomodate the biweekly store schedule. … Continue reading jPay Message #214 →