jPay message #033

The most depressing day of the year is always the last one. new years eve has too many expectations surrounding it, and its not much better in the joint. at least my expectations have been tempered. I've spent all day watching sex and the city. ordinarily that'd be one of the most depressing sentences ever … Continue reading jPay message #033 →

“Hope Beyond Dope”

“Give me the good shit” I groan, as I come to. There's a man in blue scrubs and rubber gloves on wearing a placid smile. “You already got the good shit,” he told me, chuckling. “Twice in fact.” “Third times the charm right?” I suggested. I suddenly realized im naked except for this front covering … Continue reading “Hope Beyond Dope” →

“Crude Reminder”

so today we had a k2 incident, or what seemed like one. some new guy from Saginaw just started talking reckless and then swung on the tattoo guy, who's just a tale skinny white guy. the head of an "organization" intervened and dawg turned on him. well, obviously, horrible idea because a bunch of his … Continue reading “Crude Reminder” →

jPay message #013

Every time I think I understand this prison bullshit I get thrown a curve ball.It sucks because there really is no such thing as "friends" here because someone will do you dirty as soon as they can. plus there's the added dimension that I'm a white college grad coming from an upper middle class background. … Continue reading jPay message #013 →

“Country Road with Rick Ross”

From the outside lookin in, I'm currently imprisoned because I'm a big-time cocaine dealer, serving time for a delivery/manufacture of a controlled substance 50-499 grams, or colloquially known as an over 50 charge. At the risk of detracting from my street cred, I'll be the first to admit the reality is closer to the opposite, … Continue reading “Country Road with Rick Ross” →