I just downloaded a handful of new songs earlier, which is kind of a big deal here (most songs are $2). It's Friday night and off brands are working the unit; I just bought a bar of fudge, and am jamming out to the new Post Malone shit, which, apparently, is actually the old Post … Continue reading “Post-It Notes From the Underground”
Tag: depression
jPay message #033
The most depressing day of the year is always the last one. new years eve has too many expectations surrounding it, and its not much better in the joint. at least my expectations have been tempered. I've spent all day watching sex and the city. ordinarily that'd be one of the most depressing sentences ever … Continue reading jPay message #033
“Crude Reminder”
so today we had a k2 incident, or what seemed like one. some new guy from Saginaw just started talking reckless and then swung on the tattoo guy, who's just a tale skinny white guy. the head of an "organization" intervened and dawg turned on him. well, obviously, horrible idea because a bunch of his … Continue reading “Crude Reminder”
“Finding Myself in a Prison Weight Pit (Antidote)”
Except for a brief period when I was 14-16, I've never regularly worked out. In fact, I'd estimate I've seriously exercised less than two dozen times in the decade prior to my incarceration. Although I've never been "fat", I have been chubby and I have been weak. I'd suddenly develop a beer belly, which would … Continue reading “Finding Myself in a Prison Weight Pit (Antidote)”