In my first months coming down, I became cool with this dude Randy who moved into my cube. Prison was so new and foreign then, equal parts dull, dangerous, and unsettling. What made it so much worse was a visit from some detectives about a friend who had passed away from an overdose. They brought … Continue reading “Randy Meth Man Savage”
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jPay Message #247
I've restarted the habit of writing down any unfamiliar words and then looking them up later. Then, I copy the definition out on a separate sheet of paper to both facilitate memorization and for review later. Sometimes I just browse the dictionary for words I don't know. Currently, I've 5 pages, front and back, full … Continue reading jPay Message #247
jPay Message #234
there's a few things I pay attention to: shoes, tattoos, what's on their bunk, what TV shows they watch, what books they read. Not in a creepy way, but when you're jammed into the same living quarters as a hundred and fifty motherfuckers you pick up on a few things. I'd guess a 100 have … Continue reading jPay Message #234
jPay Message #220
maybe its due to my *current* state of mind but I was watching Friends (only second time thru!) and suddenly struck by how similar the government is to a criminal gang. I know its not an original idea but damn is the resemblance is uncanny, especially when youve experienced both up front and personally. they … Continue reading jPay Message #220
jPay Message #219
Winter sucks. Its only redeeming factor is that it signals time's passing, the world's changing, that I'm slowly inching towards home. I've disciplined myself enough to keep up my workout regime even in the blistering cold. I jus do supersets of pull ups, pushups, dips, and squats, and then retreat inside. Im just glad to … Continue reading jPay Message #219
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