jPay Message #218

To paraphrase Rick Sanchez, you're amazed at what you miss and crave in prison. Not talking about the obvious ones (real women), either. For him it was light beer. For me it's the following: strawberry milkshakes, Dinty Moores (and Reubens generally), greasy pizza, Two Hearted ales, whiskey sours, xvideos, wearing the color black, Lifesaver gummies, … Continue reading jPay Message #218 →

“Angels with filthy souls”

I used to think of myself as different than the rest of the hopeless dopes in gp. I'm not like that, I'm not a criminal, I got a college degree! my insides screamed. That was all technically true but no matter; the differences between us melted away. It's amazing how we can adapt to near … Continue reading “Angels with filthy souls” →

jPay Message #215

Personally, I've spent much of my time locked up investigating the whole spectrum of religious beliefs. I really dig Joseph Campbell and similar works of comparative religion. I've read the Koran. Partly stemming from my obsession with ancient aliens, I'm fascinated by the occult. I share this fascination with a pretty significant portion of the … Continue reading jPay Message #215 →

jPay Message #214

I’m fortunate enough to have a strong support system in the world to hold me down, and I've an even wider circle sending me books, so I dont need to hustle to live comfortably. Not that I couldn't, but hustling in prison requires you to open lines of credit to accomodate the biweekly store schedule. … Continue reading jPay Message #214 →

jPay Message #212

For the past few weeks, I've made a habit of setting aside 10-15 minutes each day to meditate, or at least try to. I've yet to achieve nirvana, but I've at least become more conscious about how I do, feel, and think about things. I'm starting to see the things that cause an unconscious reaction. … Continue reading jPay Message #212 →