jPay Message #399

From the time I wake up until I go to bed, my tv's on. It's my constant connection, although skewed, to the outside world. In the morning, it's Charmed and Two Broke Girls, if only cuz nothing else is on and the main characters are all babes. In the afternoon, it's King of the Hill, … Continue reading jPay Message #399 →

jPay Message #394

A guys running a pool for the Daytona 500, and I threw in 2 soups. I got to pick two poker chips out of a bag with the car numbers on them. For the first time ever, I'm excited for a NASCAR race, which is the whitest feeling I've had in awhile. Being in prison … Continue reading jPay Message #394 →

jPay Message #393

Back when I was doing dope, I'd always wonder if people overheard me on the phone with my dealer. "Yo im trying to get a little boy." (boy is heroin, girl is coke, btw, for all the squares). I felt like Id have to explain to anyone in earshot: "IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK, I'M … Continue reading jPay Message #393 →

“How I Meditate”

There is no one "right" way to meditate. In fact, the many different sects of Buddhism and Hinduism are mostly variations in their approach to meditation. My personal favorite that I use everyday is called "The View" in Paula Watkins' "Meditation Made Simple". I personally like this meditation because it helps ground me in my … Continue reading “How I Meditate” →

“Predators Have Feelings Too”

In quarantine, you have to watch what's infamously known as "the candy bar" video, which is all about prison rape. There are teary eyed testimonials from victims of prison rape (almost all white guys). They also address how to handle a come on from a predator. Usually, these take their initial form in an offer … Continue reading “Predators Have Feelings Too” →