Swimming in post workout endorphins, I lose myself in reverie, picturing the "getting sentenced to prison" montage for the future hbo show. It'll start with my sentencing, broadcast on youtube and conducted over Zoom (a nod to the covid era); followed by a sequence detailing the difficulties of adjusting to life in the joint; finally … Continue reading “Neurotransmitter Nirvana”
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jPay Message #212
For the past few weeks, I've made a habit of setting aside 10-15 minutes each day to meditate, or at least try to. I've yet to achieve nirvana, but I've at least become more conscious about how I do, feel, and think about things. I'm starting to see the things that cause an unconscious reaction. … Continue reading jPay Message #212
Books I Read last month (Nov2020)
The Origins and History of Consciousness - Erich NeumannBlackout - Candace OwensWhite Teeth - Zadie SmithLet the Great World Spin - Colum McCannManhattan Beach - Jennifer EganThe Plus: Self-Help for People Who Hate Self-Help - Greg GutfeldHow Innovation Works: And Why It Flourishes in Freedom - Matt RidleyThe Art of Shakespeare's Sonnets - Helen Vendler … Continue reading Books I Read last month (Nov2020)
jPay Message #203
Like I've mentioned in the past, I've a lot of things working against me that are basically out of my control. Like, the way I talk, and even my voice. The glasses provided by the MDOC would make Brad Pitt look like a sex offender allergic to consent. And then there are smaller things revealed … Continue reading jPay Message #203
“Release Date Reveries”
Considering my out-date remains a whole 'nother presidential election away, it's important for me to discipline my mind enough so I don't drift off into or get lost in daydreams about getting out of the joint. Of course, I've some big, specific plans--and some smaller, vaguer ideas--of how I want the rest of my life … Continue reading “Release Date Reveries”
Easy Trouble 